lvl camp - 25th may 2005
got lotsa tings to say abt ytd's camp..ytd mornin' started wif a rainy weather..somemore ch n sh nt coming to sch tdy..left only me n hl..*sigh*..learnt frm e others tt e camp was rather borin' on 24th..but they say 25th wld b a day full of games etc..but i duno how fun wld it b..cuz lotsa claz ppl pon e ting..in e end whn we tk att only abt 12 ppl came..n honestly we not veri enthu at 1st..kiren is nt v happy wif [e lye guy]..he says he's being too absolute..hmm..act he's only doin' his work..ya..let's cont..
act tt mornin'..cm n wh had to go off early to maris stella wif mdm loke to sort of promote lep..haha..zx n some of us kept on bugging them..hoping tt they'll bring us along..cuz we tink e camp ltr wld reali b borin' as usual..ok..but we noe it's impossible de..ya..so we went to e hall for reporting..can c tt some other clazes oso gt q a no. of ppl pon..while some others gt alot of enthu ppl..hmm..
ok..so aft cm n wh left..we played e [cradle n faller] game..i forgot wad's its real name called..but act i've played this b4 whn i was sec 2 durin' e gg camp..it's act q scary whn u stand on top..this is wad i rmb..whn e guy explained e game's rules..i can c evry1 in e hall listening attentively..they've oso demonstrated e game..tho they [seemed] confident..i can c doubt n uncertainty in their eyes..anyw..whn it's our turn..kiren volunteered to b e 1st 1 [fallin']..e guy says tt this game sort of gave us e taste of failure infront of our frens..they wan us to stand up n b able to face our frens aft failure..tink it's a rather gd 比喻 act..ok..as i was sayin'..act kiren had no prob fallin'..he overcomed e fear v quickly..tho he did nt fall properly..we still managed to support him wif e help of 2 male facilitators..aft tt simin (sm) went on top..as usual no prob..thru sm's encouragement..tracy finally plucked up e courage to b e nxt faller..*thumbs up*..can c tt she's afraid but she still carried on..but aft 30 sec of ponderin'..she did nt manage to fall successfully..but we still applaused for her courage..*smile*..can c her effort n fear..so tiffany went nxt..i help her put on e blindfold..sm n shihui (sh) guided her on top..she's a v `strong gal..she fall once she's told to do so..whn [ryan] asked for e nxt volunteer..no one is willin'..so i volunteered myself..i'm act v scared..but at tt moment i duno y but i juz put up my hand..i requested for [no blindfold]..haha..it's e wrong decision..i climbed e chair n stand on top..den i noe it's reali v scary..i kept sayin' 我很怕..怎么办? to hui ping our facilitator..i was tremblin'..whn e guy said it's ready for us to fall..i said to myself [i'm wenxin. i'm confident. i'm ready to fall.] but i stood there terrified..cant help tinking wads hapening bhind..`wld they b able to hold me well? wad if they dun? i'm v scared..i dun dare to fall..v quickly 30 secs was up..i did nt fall in end..i came down feelin' dejected tho e others came to console me..app their concern..*smile*..den e guy suddenly paused e whole ting n said some tings to us b4 continuing again..den i tried again this time [with blindfold]..tiffany helped me to put it on..my mummy shihui helped me on e chair..at tt v moment..i felt as if e whole world is helpin' e helpless me..there again..hp gave me her support..n this time i was successful..*phew*..v happy..whn my v own claz mates cradle me in their arms..i felt loved n secure..like all e fear i've experienced juz now is worthwhile in xhange for a moment of support frm frens..
aft lunch kiren went off..so we were only left wif 1 guy n tts jy..e guy intro e game [web phobia] to us..we r supposed to transport ppl across e web to e other side..but whnever we touch e line we ot to go out of e hall to sort of reflect..ws n sh is e [pillar] of e game..each time we go out of e hall e feelins we carry is diff..`demoralised..discouraged..sad..urgent..excited..hopeful..tho we touched e line umpteen times but we nv fail to gif up..whn we were under e wet blanket..wh n cm came bk..it was like..*thank god..it's wonderful*..tracy, sm n tiff even cried..i dun tink we nd guys as much as tt moment..haha..i suddenly felt my claz as e most marvellous n united one..i did nt hav this feelin' b4 wif 5c..all i can say is thx to this game..evry1 has a role to play n none grumbled abt it..we all noe e imptance of evry single role..tho we stink but we r indeed v happy..
e overall sharing session was fantastic..almost all of us cried..hp was [touched] by our [touched]n cried too..evry1 talked out their bottom most feelins n had a diff view of 5c frm tt moment onwards..i was glad..evry1 was..we [hugged] hp n whispered e most sincere words into her ears..
i'll nv forget this very2 day..
got lotsa tings to say abt ytd's camp..ytd mornin' started wif a rainy weather..somemore ch n sh nt coming to sch tdy..left only me n hl..*sigh*..learnt frm e others tt e camp was rather borin' on 24th..but they say 25th wld b a day full of games etc..but i duno how fun wld it b..cuz lotsa claz ppl pon e ting..in e end whn we tk att only abt 12 ppl came..n honestly we not veri enthu at 1st..kiren is nt v happy wif [e lye guy]..he says he's being too absolute..hmm..act he's only doin' his work..ya..let's cont..
act tt mornin'..cm n wh had to go off early to maris stella wif mdm loke to sort of promote lep..haha..zx n some of us kept on bugging them..hoping tt they'll bring us along..cuz we tink e camp ltr wld reali b borin' as usual..ok..but we noe it's impossible de..ya..so we went to e hall for reporting..can c tt some other clazes oso gt q a no. of ppl pon..while some others gt alot of enthu ppl..hmm..
ok..so aft cm n wh left..we played e [cradle n faller] game..i forgot wad's its real name called..but act i've played this b4 whn i was sec 2 durin' e gg camp..it's act q scary whn u stand on top..this is wad i rmb..whn e guy explained e game's rules..i can c evry1 in e hall listening attentively..they've oso demonstrated e game..tho they [seemed] confident..i can c doubt n uncertainty in their eyes..anyw..whn it's our turn..kiren volunteered to b e 1st 1 [fallin']..e guy says tt this game sort of gave us e taste of failure infront of our frens..they wan us to stand up n b able to face our frens aft failure..tink it's a rather gd 比喻 act..ok..as i was sayin'..act kiren had no prob fallin'..he overcomed e fear v quickly..tho he did nt fall properly..we still managed to support him wif e help of 2 male facilitators..aft tt simin (sm) went on top..as usual no prob..thru sm's encouragement..tracy finally plucked up e courage to b e nxt faller..*thumbs up*..can c tt she's afraid but she still carried on..but aft 30 sec of ponderin'..she did nt manage to fall successfully..but we still applaused for her courage..*smile*..can c her effort n fear..so tiffany went nxt..i help her put on e blindfold..sm n shihui (sh) guided her on top..she's a v `strong gal..she fall once she's told to do so..whn [ryan] asked for e nxt volunteer..no one is willin'..so i volunteered myself..i'm act v scared..but at tt moment i duno y but i juz put up my hand..i requested for [no blindfold]..haha..it's e wrong decision..i climbed e chair n stand on top..den i noe it's reali v scary..i kept sayin' 我很怕..怎么办? to hui ping our facilitator..i was tremblin'..whn e guy said it's ready for us to fall..i said to myself [i'm wenxin. i'm confident. i'm ready to fall.] but i stood there terrified..cant help tinking wads hapening bhind..`wld they b able to hold me well? wad if they dun? i'm v scared..i dun dare to fall..v quickly 30 secs was up..i did nt fall in end..i came down feelin' dejected tho e others came to console me..app their concern..*smile*..den e guy suddenly paused e whole ting n said some tings to us b4 continuing again..den i tried again this time [with blindfold]..tiffany helped me to put it on..my mummy shihui helped me on e chair..at tt v moment..i felt as if e whole world is helpin' e helpless me..there again..hp gave me her support..n this time i was successful..*phew*..v happy..whn my v own claz mates cradle me in their arms..i felt loved n secure..like all e fear i've experienced juz now is worthwhile in xhange for a moment of support frm frens..
aft lunch kiren went off..so we were only left wif 1 guy n tts jy..e guy intro e game [web phobia] to us..we r supposed to transport ppl across e web to e other side..but whnever we touch e line we ot to go out of e hall to sort of reflect..ws n sh is e [pillar] of e game..each time we go out of e hall e feelins we carry is diff..`demoralised..discouraged..sad..urgent..excited..hopeful..tho we touched e line umpteen times but we nv fail to gif up..whn we were under e wet blanket..wh n cm came bk..it was like..*thank god..it's wonderful*..tracy, sm n tiff even cried..i dun tink we nd guys as much as tt moment..haha..i suddenly felt my claz as e most marvellous n united one..i did nt hav this feelin' b4 wif 5c..all i can say is thx to this game..evry1 has a role to play n none grumbled abt it..we all noe e imptance of evry single role..tho we stink but we r indeed v happy..
e overall sharing session was fantastic..almost all of us cried..hp was [touched] by our [touched]n cried too..evry1 talked out their bottom most feelins n had a diff view of 5c frm tt moment onwards..i was glad..evry1 was..we [hugged] hp n whispered e most sincere words into her ears..
i'll nv forget this very2 day..
