for e past one mth

for e past one mth

i duno how i've been for e past one mth act..i dun tink i even knew wad i'm doin n hu was i..come to tink of it now..all was too fast-paced..i'm upset now..i realised how impt some tings were other den studies..i regretted nt tking gd care of myself but i'm nt sure whether i'm true in e 1st place..i c evry1 happily leadin lives they've wanted n enjoyed evry moment alive..i'm scared..

i hope i'll b able to go taiwan..i reali hope..n wif a joyful heart too..wad if evryting wasn't wad i've expect n planned i wont b too shocked too..i wan to tell those hu've been helpin me n ard me thx.

i duno y but i'm feelin afraid..i hope all isn't true..i hope evry1 forgives me..i'm sory.