Thursday, December 06, 2007
Thinking
I can't help but to think of my CAP.
I guess people round me will do v well.
Except me.
So, I'm startin to wory wht I'll be kicked out of sch.
What's the use of workin hard nxt sem?
I know I'm not the type who works hard anymore.
I've long stopped workin hard since JC.
That's why my A's look bad too.
Which is q different from my O's.

I really want to pass my ph. And get a decent CAP for my 1st sem in NUS.
If God you're listenin then pls ans my prayers.
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It has been raining these days.
The sky's always been grey.
I want the sun to come out.
Tomorrow.
Cuz I want my life full of smiles to come back.
I'm going to numb myself with lotsa stuff so that I won't think abt Nightmare aft X'mas.
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Guess aft all, I still hate Kevin
And I hate myself for not workin hard.
And for watching so much videos online. Somemore in the midst of Exams.
I won't do such a thing before.
Don't know what changed me.
Guess I'm not like that previously. I'm sure.
So I hate myself.
So if I don't do well, it's MY fault.
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I lost the motivation to study.
I hope the feelin will come back to me soon.
I still love PS.
So, promise me I'll do well.
So I'll hav the courage to move on.
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I love my CCA.
And thanks for giving me a chance to do sth I really love - Travel amongst my disgusted life.
I really hope GT will turn out well.
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I only came across this song recently. And I don't know why I din happen to whn it came out.
I really love it.
By JS - 我比想象中爱你
It feels so subtle sweet to listen to 恶作剧 now.
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I gona buy FIR's latest CD tmr.
Yes. And sink into Faye's voice tmr.
They're havin a session this sat at Suntec.
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Felt much better aft typin all these.
I hope someone out there is listenin to me.
And I really love last yr's X'mas ;)




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